In my dream there is this guy the whom I love and a girl whom I bearly know. They were standing behind the fountain at the park and I saw them talking. I saw their laughing and smiling. I never knew he could smile like that, the girl must have been really know him for long time. Then I feel a broken glass inside of me was shattered into million pieces. Those pieces were the memories of that guy, tears fall down continuously and I had done nothing just to stand there watch them smiling and talking. Suddenly the guy move closer to the girl, touches her cheeks with his soft hands and the eyes of the girl closed as she felt his lips touches hers. While watching half of me was disappearing, I was shouting but no voice is coming out of my mouth. As I watch them kissing passionately , Im disappearing and my memories in his heart and mind was replace by her smile. He didnt hear me.. he didnt.. Now all I can see is darkness and I feel the coldness that surrounds me.
I woke up with tears in my eyes and a heavy heart. My dreams are always killing me softly until I die in sadness and depression.